认识我的人以为我很疯,爱玩爱笑.
只有真正懂我内心深处的人
才会知道, 我有多么不快乐.
I just feel like hiding in a room forever.
I don't want my eyes to see things I don't want,
hearing those things that I hate and all these shit should just die.
Never this tired be it physically or mentally for the almost 19 years of my life.
This time, just for this time, let me rest and stop hurting me. Please...