those tears just couldn't stop streaming down when I heard about that && the first thought that strike into my
mind for umpteen times was, "Will I die? I've lotsa things to do, to say, to fulfill. Why me? Why at this moment? What the fuck is all these about? Please tell me it's a prank."
But unfortunately and sadly, it wasn't. Although your assured me that I'm gonna be okay && Boss would help me, but everything simply lies on me myself. Too sudden, I'm not prepared for it in fact not at all. Never. I knew how serious it is now for I'm the only one who can feel the pain, piercing into my heart fucking unbearable. So many thoughts flashed into my mind when the words that I never wanna hear rang into my ear deep inside my heart. I know that I'm going to leave, but not now. Not at this moment, bloody fucking no!
&& I could say now is that I'm at a loss for words, I don't know what to do and what to say. But I'm extremely sure that I believe in Boss && our two lil lovely bosses too && of cos xianzuo.
Can't the tears stop streaming down? Like what Jac && Ethel said, I gotta be strong && to think positively. They gonna be by my side && ma girl too, && of course my dad n mum n beloved granny...
我爱你们, 谢谢..
FOR OUTSIDERS: STRICTLY NO COMMENTS ALLOWED, ALL WILL BE IGNORED. This is just a post for those who knows what happened && I just wanna let you guys know how I feel && I gonna be strong about it. Probably like what Linda said, it's just a small problem gonna be alright..
Thanks Jac && Chie for the rubberband
Thanks so much for everyone's concern && thanks Jac for the lovely letter.
Thanks Yu wei for helping me lotsa times until I must owe him until next life =.=
Thanks Zhong Ming for helping me to type the lists (:
I got so many thanks.
Appreciate life.