I REALLY FUCKING PONDERS WHY THE ASS DO THINGS TURN BAD AT THE WRONG TIME, ALWAYS.
Yea, hong I knew that youre reading.
Excuses or whatever you call after this post. I dont care, at least I bother to explain.
I thought youre supposed to be one great friend who at least knows me well.
Not so well, but however. Well enough to know that I crack jokes sometimes and it might be somehow too much.
Nevertheless, I still revealed the truth at the right time before everything turns bad.
However, not this time round. To be fucking quarreling with mum before going online at msn.
Who knows, you came and asked for the qns followed by the earpiece thing.
Right, I asked for the please and thanks. Who knows, you found it ridiculous and therefore burst
everything out. Just like that.
&& right. I'm fucking wrong. My bloody attitude. My damning joke. To trick you over again and again that it could all
be written into a thick novel right? Right.
I got it, Hong. Since thats you don't wanna spoil relation. Since thats your definition of SiRong. Then, I really got it.
You really made me learn my lesson. That I shouldn't trust anyone anymore. Im so naive and ignorant to continue my fucking joke that actually made me realised the truth, the way you defined me, and how far you can actually take
my jokes. Yes, I really got it.
Mother fucker. Why did I bloody choose to online after the fucking quarrel with mum.
Asshole. Right. So, this ends this long term friendship. 2 years ago, we quarreled.
2 years later, we still quarreled. How nice could this be yea.
God damn that f&n test.
God damn that bakery that made me reminds of my grandma.
God damn that quarrel I had right before I touched my laptop.
God damn that messenger that starts the war.
God damn me, damn my fucking attitude, damn my bloody joke that ends this.
However, I really see through everything. Everything, that I once doubted.
